tired

Today really tired,

SO many freaking delivery.

But i'm glad that i manage to do everything.=)!

OMG!

today really nice,my mum tapau for me subway.=)!

And sumore its raining time.Peace

Thanks Mum.

Well,

I trying to lose weight this few weeks.

So what i eat in the morning is :-

half boil egg lo.

then sometime,i eat once a meal.

What can i do?xD!i miss to eat vegetables.=)!Its really nice leh.=)!
Must eat more all those things.!!!!!

Peace

I want to go have fun in some place.=/,
When can we go?
come on.
I want my dota life back.=P!
come on,pro abit pls?
Dont so noob can ah?
I just need u to PRO ABIIIITTT only.=P

xD!

Another day had pass.Today actually is my off day.Well.
Can consider as half day off.=).Sometime,I really love tuesday,Because time fly very fast.
I can finish work half day,and can have a rest early as well.
Today actually plan go play basketball.since no kaki.then no choice.
So end up,i take a short nap at home.At least i feel more fresh.I am tired in mental.
Alot of people said i'm not tired at all,u work at this place where will tired?But i really tired,Sometime,
I want to take a short nap at home.1 day is more than enough already.Because i really do nothing nowadays
I lack of something to do already.Last time my life is so pack,always do this and that.Everyday sure got something on to do.But its really change.I don't know i should be happy or not?
Happy because i nothing to do?Unhappy also because i got nothing to do?
Really different already.Everyone think i have a wonderful life,for me,i think i have a lifeless life.
haha
I need people to accompany me.who can i find?
Now adays.I always look at my dog.awwww.
My 3 dog,
Name Lili,Mimi and Ah ji.
Lili - close to 11 years.
Mimi- close to 8 years
Ah ji-3 years

I love all my dog.=)!especially mimi,although it had eye problem,but i really love it.Because
that is the dog that i sayang the most.=).Will post about it in my next post.=)

family

Today i really think alot of thing,But in the same time i concentrate on my work as well
well,I think back,if we got a chance to turn back and change something,what will u change?
I really got alot of thing to changed,I want to changed my life,i want be a golden boy.I want to be slim.But its all imposible,That is something we hope for,but everything is in our own hand.We decide our future,I admirer those people that start with their own hand.for example:bill gate.=),Actually is the fact as well,

If u work hard for something,u will get back something which belong to u.But its the matter of,Can u wait or not?If u cannot,then u waste your whole life doing nothing.I am grateful i born in this world,and i proud of my parents.No matter what they scold me,I also will accept it,Sometime when i scold them back,I will tell myself.I AM WRONG!end up i will apologise to them.Its not the problem who correct or who wrong.The most important thing is Parent always first.Try imagine without them in this world,WHO ARE U?That is the reason why i hate those people that keep blame their parents this and that.Can u blame them forever?That's the reason for me,No matter what happen.They are always top in my heart.Girl,Money all come later on..If u think i stupid,that is ur problem.But i know,I did make a good choice,because i love my parent.

drink with fren

Just reach home after drink with Philip,Wayne and Wai Soon at Picadilly.
Not bad,Actually go to Philip house for BBQ,then reach there,nothing more to eat.=__=~!
So end up,i decided go to pica have a drink beer with them.
Since i quite emo,all of them accompany me.=(
Sound so wrong from this,But somehow,I really want forget thing.
For today,I choose to drink.Although only 1 tower.I forget how many cup i drink already.
What i know its,i quite high at the end.I feel hot now.
Drink really can forget thing.
Its a good experience.
god!i swear,today will be the last day i think about her.
After today.No more.=)!
What i want to told her,i already said it out.
Its enough already.I sick of it already.

see yaaaa

Just a moment ago,I saw her at digital mall
I face to face talk with her
I actually think back,I look at her smile,it make me remember all those sweet thing.
But its time for me to let go
I already need time to let go it already.
Its not the matter of time,
IS A MUST!
=)!
Ivan chong sai khong, u manage talk with her,and be steady talk with her.
This will be the final day for u to forget her.
After today,No more.I already start to be a better guy already.

What a day today.
This morning actually is a fantastic day,
I enjoy myself,Until i heard my phone ring.and i saw who msg me.
I think a few minute before i open the msg.Its really take me alot courage to open.
I actually think,what u send to me?Why must i open?
Then end up i saw the msg..I feel stun,I am like?yes.Its time for me to let go something that not belong to me.
U can said i am crazy.When she ask me about the case,can sell to her?I really speechless.
I know that case still with my sister and sis sold it away.Then i don't know what happen to me,
I purpously go find the whole dm for that case and bought it no matter how much the price.
I also have no idea why i do that,When i ask other people,they said Its normal to do that .And the other tell me,you still love her and care about her.But does that really important?
I promise to get her that before we break up,maybe that will be the last item that i owe her.
Or should said it easier,It will be the last thing ever that i will ever bought for her.
I cannot find myself reason anymore.My friend keep tell me,you're trying to avoid it.
What i really must face,really come already.She said she will be at DM at night later.
I will wait for her to come,but i don't know what time she will be here and who will she come with?
What happen if he come with that guy?How i face him?i feel scared.I really does.I scared i cannot face her also
But no matter what,I need to face to face with her.I really need time to forget her.
I really need it.I been so calm for my previous week.I thought i manage to do it.
My heart will tell the answer when i let go,I cannot let her go 100%.But i need time to let go.That is the most important thing for me to do now.I personally will tell her later.If i face her later.I will said out something,maybe she dislike to hear,but i want to said it out to feel better,If i dont said it out,It forever stuck in my heart.
That is my attitude.

Another day,but not too boring

What another day i work at digital mall
Oh well,Today i got another task to do in my hand.
I realise,i need to do so much nowadays.
Handle Delivery,stock match,order stock,stock accuracy and alot more.
Its like,everything ask me to do.Answer phone,do this and that.Come on,I not a slave.
I rather become a salesman than other.Can u believe,this is life.If not because of that salary,
I long time leave already.That salary manage to attract me to work there for this few month.
But not for long,I got my target as well.And i proud i got a few friend that work with me there and so friendly.
U can imagine how come the people that work there so friendly.Its nice to work with them.But when boss give something to do.Really crazy.U feel like throw all those paper work away.=.=!Key in this and that,But what i know is,I got power.=)!i got the power to decide the price,cost and alot more.
Today i suprisingly saw Daniel and Daphnie at medan.LOL!so long didnt see them already wei.=)!

I love saturday and sunday.Do u know why?
because my manager not there!XD.
after he leave,we play Counter Strike at there like Cybercafe.
Then i get bored of it,I play tetris,online and chat alot of thing.And we continue play my friend Handphone.
Superb Mario!XD!OMGGG!I miss this game
His HP is Samsung Galaxy Note,But its amazing,he can play so many PS1 game,SEGA game and alot more.And the game that really make me addicted is Super Mario.hahahA!i and him take turn play and spend around 1 hour.=.=!crazy sial!For those that born in the 90's,If you remember this game,Ur life is amazing.=)

I actually forget what version Mario is that.The one that can fly,eat leaf and fly,save the princess.
HAHAHAH!OMG!!
i addicted,tomorrow lets play again.
I want play basketball badly.=(!
anyone?

people~

Another day had pass
Life is just like this?haha.I cannot believe that the time really pass so fast.
I used to think back .omg.so fast its going to end?
chill baby.
there is still tomorrow
=)

let me think.
What should i post?hmmm
Well,lets talk back about scouts.=)
Do u know 1 thing?I miss scouts so MUCHH!!!
OMG!i feel like i want go back and enjoy hiking,firewoods,camping,campfire with all my scouts fren
I bet none of us can forget what happen to us last time.=)
we use to enjoy,play around.And also we use to flirt around too.=)
But that is not going to happen anymore.all of us is so far apart.
some of us busy for their studies/working and some is oversea
Its just a sweet and wonderful memories for us.

I wish i still in high school.
=(
people use to said,high school is a wonderful memories.yes.i agree and i admit
i miss my high school life.=(
can i go back and start again?who knows?well well

nightmare

Hello People~

Haha!today was my offday.Really feel so lifeless.Wholeday stay at home play computer and rest
Well,Its good for me,because i can rest my mind and don't think so much.
I tired in physical and mental.
I really need a long rest.This is real life?haha.This is weird,When i went to work,I really feel exhausted and want go home and rest.When i can rest,I feel like go to work.=.=!
Really so big different?Today time pass really slow.I hope now its 12am and i prepare to sleep can?

Day pass 1 day by 1 day,
If tomorrow is doom day,I will ask myself,did i enjoy my life?
I cannot give any answer to myself.Really dumb right?

I take a nap in the evening.
and its not a good nap ... I had a nightmare..... a nightmare ... which i don't want to think of.
I dream about her and that guy come and disturb me.OMG! what happen to me? How can i dream about them
I not going to think about her anymore,But the dream.I rather i dream of other thing rather than this thing.
Because it really make myself emo.
How to avoid this problem?If had a dream about other thing,I don't mind,BUT WHY!
i dislike about her.I use to think ,we can be friend.but end up,i think back.
She's scary,she is so scary until i want hide myself,She can bluff me without blinking eye.
She can do alot of thing.Me myself hate people that lie to me.That is the worst ever thing that i hate.
Lie to me really make me hate him/her so much!
haiz..enough already.Just not the day for me.Can i sleep well tonight?

This season is really amazing for Chelsea
And really congratz they won the UEFA CUP 2012.
They prove to everyone they can win although most of them its very old already.
but they have the spirit.=)!
congratz to them!
sad for Mu never win anything.
but really amazing season this year!
woooooohoooo

oh yeah,do u know 1 thing?I addicted to wrestling.=)!
Its so fun u know!=)
xD!i mean.to watch....xD

Dinner with family at Tao

WOOOHOOO!

What a wonderful day today,
I realise,today really past very fast.So fast 11.59PM.
I am like wow?hahaha.Today had a great dinner with family at tao cuisine at sunway giza.It is a wonderful place
The price also not bad.I should said its quite resonable,and the food is delicious.
Not all the time i can spend time with my family and had a wonderful dinner.
I lazy too type so long.=)!

Let the picture show everything.
This is the map to that location.

This is the environment.

The arrangement of bottle.it looks so nice and cool

The Lamp at our location

The Entrance

Our sitting area

Main Door

Arrangement of bottle also

Desert

Chocolate Fountain.It is really nice to taste

Its a nice environment.I love the atmosphere of that surrounding.Its good to eat with friend as well.=)
The list of food that we had xD! Actually there is alot of menu,i just cannot describe everything.oyster everything,sushi,all fresh salmon.=)!

Lamb ~~ xD!

Chicken stick

urmm...urmm..i dont know what is this called..forget..but its nice with mayonese.Taste amazing

Salad.

dessert

sushi orange and some snack?wtv~

Tempuraaaaaaa

Herbal Soup.

dont know what is this.i saw the menu.just order it,.

abalone.=)!

We had a wonderful day.Amazing time at Sunway Giza,I eat quite alot.=(!make me fat again.but since i already paid for it?so?why must i bother about it anymore.=)!Enjoy and eat what i can eat....
Some picture of me and my family during,after the dinner.=)

I love this picture so much!happy family.=)!Wonderful!just to said it !MY FAMILY ALWAYS FIRST!=)!

i love my family =)!

ALl poser after eat.=P!mum me and sis.=)!

my mum said:all big family,the guy lose to pose.=P!

Do i looks cool?xD!!!familyyyyyyyy~~~

OMFG!i swt alot.=)!but i still enjoy it.

acting cool all the time=)

CAMWHOREEEE!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE SO MUCH!

I love the smile from my dad and mum.=)Its just so sweetttt.=)

My 3rd Ah yi and 2nd Ah Yi.

My mum and my dad eating the oranges...

Overall,I had a wonderful day at there.Want to go again?Confirm will go.Its just too amazing.!!!WOOOHOOOOOOO!!!

haha!just now my friend told me,why she choose that guy but not me?
i just need to said 1 thing.No feeling= no feeling.she no more feeling toward me,Then nothing i can do.=)

forever love

Peace!
For this post,I will mention about FOREVER LOVE.
My opinion,I want to said this is really RUBBISH
Why?Not because i get dump or what,I had been heard most of the people said
I LOVE YOU FOREVER! 520 1314 334?
Do u think u can do it?I remember last time there is one ppl told me before,
Forever is a very powerful word,Do not simply use it because it will bring 1% happiness but 99% sadness.
I guarantee,None of you all can promise you will love her/him forever.
I use to remember last time there is 1 singer from Hong Kong,He give away free ticket for couple,
He said this "you can enter my concert for free when u come back next year with your couple",end up,
there is no people turn up after a year.The whole seat that was given to couple was EMPTY.
What can u prove from it?
According to profesional,People only will be serious in love when they reach the age of 28.
That is what i know.
If you think u are really can long last forever.Then i wish you all the best.
I believe,there is 1% in this world will have forever love.=)!and you will be the lucky one.
Today will be a day i have a wonderful dinner with my family at tao,damansara.=)!
I wish it will be a wonderful day!

LOL!

ROFLMAO?
What is the meaning of that?
Oh well,
The full sentence is Roll on the Floor Laughing My Fucking Ass Off
actually,i don't really understand.It just a special word we use to said.
Its like,let me ask a question,How often we use LOL?i believe,everyone will use that "LOL",more than 20x a day.It is the fact?and how does all this thing begin?Everything start with SMS and Online Chatting.
That is how we follow the trend.

The word LOL (LAUGH OUT LOUD)
none of us can stop using that word include me.because its so short and bring a easy meaning.
All of us in this world can understand it.
What i want to said is,No matter what we do,Trend is trend,This will affect us and become our daily word that we use all the time.

*PSPS: The 1st picture looks funny right?*

lying?

Actually i'd been doing very great today.
But just in a sudden,I saw something which i don't want to see.
After i saw that picture,I realise I haven't let go.
Is not under my control anymore.It is something that i cannot change.It is a real life.
A real pain.
Betrayed/lying is a suitable word that i realise.
I'm not stupid and i know what will happen in the future.
And now i know already.
That is the answer.The real answer.
I though i manage to let it go,But it is really hard.
saw that picture make me remember what happen.
And i proud that yesterday i didn't went to that place with my friend.
If not,firework sure happen.

??

Nowadays,

People always wonder what he/she doing.
When you think of this,you will curious of something.Why?

That is natural of a human habit.No one can escape from it.We will always curious about something.
I also curious of something too.=)!
I wish the time can pass fast.
awwww~

Just now Philip come and bought a printer from me.=)!
xD!fantastic!next time can ask him to help me print stuff already,WOOOHOOO!
and the printer he bought is HP OFFICEJET PRO8600 PLUS!
come on,that printer cost per page was fucking low!
so,need anything,can ask help him already.=)!
so~~~PHILIP xD!minta tolong ok.=)!

yeah
 mention about the printer  HP OFFICEJET PRO8600 PLUS.
That is a really nice printer.

This printer official launch last year,But the stock arrive on March.
And amazing,This printer was 1 of our top sales printer.
The function that this printer had is amazing.

What it can do:-

Print,Scan,Copy,FAX (LIKE DUH~most of the all in one can do all these)

additional function:-

-Duplex Printing
-Duplex Scanning/Fotostat
-High Speed Printing
-Touch Screen
-Direct Print from Ipad/Iphone/Android
-Print from thumbdrive/Memory Card
-Cost Perpage low
-WINNER OF EVERYTHING

xD!
glad,interested can find me.=)!

OMG!
i feel so stress work here.
Can i change job?
Can i work at other place?
But I know its hard.I used to work here.
I just hope time faster pass,I want to be a student back.
I want my freedom back!
THANK YOU!

day by day

Another Day has gone,
Its like how the wind had pass through me,
Yesterday went to my cousin house and have a superb long chat with him.
He really know what i thinking in my mind.He is just too awesome,The way he speak,direct to my heart,
Make me believe myself and be confident of what i'm doing.I actually was stuck in a dark area and cannot find the future,But the thing that really make me confident is him.He show me the light,the way for me to grab the light.And i want to prove to him i can do it.
Last week till now,I change alot,I no more thinking about that so deeply anymore.
She is slowly slowly dissappear in my mind,I start to let go....
Not joking,previous week,When i said i let go,I still haven,But now,i slowly feel it.
That kind of feel really going out from my heart.It is not as pain as last time anymore.
I'm proud i manage erase her from my memories,Its like what my friend told me,
No matter how much u erase her,she still have1% in ur heart.Oh well,let it be.=)!
A guy biggest mistake is let other guy manage to take your girl heart.
I understand about it and totally agree,Hope i won't make it anymore.
I appreciate all the thing that happen in my surrounding.Its just amazing.
I am a buddhist,and i learn something about buddhism too.I believe in karma and the circle of life.
We always face challenge in our life,as long as we can handle it,we can decide our faith.
My faith is in my hand now.I will decide what is my pathway going to be.
Btw,i got new maxis number.*tips*

Happy Teacher's Day

In this wonderful day,I would like to wish all my ex-teacher's,

Happy Teacher's Day

It is wonderful,If no teacher in this world,How can you be here?
I leave my high school already 6 months time.
It is wonderful memories,I have to agree that when i in my high school,
I already make a good decision.Although my result was not so fantastic,But
I enjoy it.Teacher Teacher teacher,we used to make teacher angry/laugh/smile,
But we as a student also want to achieve something and prove it,I never waste my time.
I only hope 1 thing for now and my future,Study hard and target for future.
My Form 6 life in BB is fantastic with all my dear teacher.Especially Pn Aznida,I cannot imagine how much memories that we have with you.I cannot forget it and hope to have a chat with teacher soon .
Teacher and also known as my dear parents.
I miss you all.

lol

What really make a different now is how i enjoy my life.

Now what i really do is....

Sleep,

Play basketball,

Hang out with friend,

Thinking my future,

Tomorrow is teacher's day,I would like to wish all the teacher's Happy Teacher's Day.
I miss Pn Aznida,I hope i can share with her something,
Will be going to school this friday,Hope i can have some chat with her.+)!

I'm not lying

My friend tease me,they tease me alot,
But does that really important?

people use to tell me,what u said is a lie,U are lying to yourself.
I not joking,I just bought a new number,A new number a new life?
nehhhh!i actually just want to get a new number.At least got 1 number can help me more.
Maybe i need to use it when its urgent or i face some important thing.This is real important for me.

Peace
Ivan,you already know your limit,And now you already can handle it.Congratulation to you.
I just need some time more,she already decide to avoid me.So? Lets avoid each other.I think its better for me and you.The thing that can accompany me is the music.Music is really important.It cured my heart.
And also a bunch of friend.=)!Its really important.

woot?

Just a moment ago,
I get a msg from my friend asking me.
Did i really unfriend her?When i said yes and why?She said good.
When i heard about this,i already can predict what happen.Its just the matter of time when this thing happen.
Oh well,I already accept it.I not suprised .because already know this will happen soon.
Fetch go and back.sure something will goes wrong soon.Let them have the fun
I am just a guy now.A guy that slowly step into this wonderful world.and i cannot believe it,
I can save alot money ..-.-!i keep more than 500 in 1 month...=___=!maybe its sound wrong,but its good for me.I'm glad it stop in a correct time.step by step.=)!
I only got 2 target now!
want to be more slim,want to study hard!if ask me want a gf?i will think and said,its not a suitable time=)!
Life still long,If the world end in 2012.I still appreciate it.because i already have fun and know what is my limit
God is fair enough to all of us.

gratz

Congratulation this season to Manchester City.
They've finally won the BPL for 2011/2012.
This Season was really a fantastic season.
Although my favourite team is Manchester United
Real challenge.A fantastic ending!


WOOHOOO!
I want a maxis number
Enough of my digi.getting sick of it.
So what u think?

what should i do?

GOOD DECISION?

BAD DECISION?

HAHA!i cannot hold it anymore.Each time i will press it,
I cannot hold it anymore.i decided
This will be the only choice that i can hold it,

THIS will be the only thing that i can make myself feel better.
Rather that see so many lovely msg at her acc.
so
I already unfriend with her.Its sound so selfish and i admit i am a loser
I lose until i cannot face it.Do u know how to face it?
If you in my situation.u will know.
I admit everything,I lose to u in everything.I feel myself like a rubbish.
I hope i unfriend you will make me feel better.Any further notice no need to know
what ever happen i dont want to find out!
i want to be happy in my own life!

hehe,
don't know why.After i said out what i feel yesterday,Its much more better!
wooohoooo
Come on!i need time only,time can change everything.!
Last time people use to tell me,Write blog is a good hobby,U can revise back HOW STUPID are u last time.=)
When i read back all my previous post,I laugh.=___="!i am like.wow,this is my writing style?so sohai 1.=.=!
but really will laugh!xD!

My working place is very the funny.=P!
all of us had our nick name~
But do u all believe?people use to call me buffalo here.=.=!
for bangladesh people.call them *hak pei*.=.=!
dont ask me why,that is not my idea.=P!

I want go Langkawi!i saw the package online,its like.SO CHEAP!only cost around RM200?
I WANT TO GO! and i really want go to badly.=(!
Its a nice place to have fun,enjoy the sun,play with everyone~
Who said i cannot be thin,i eating 1 meal a day!i want prove i can be thin!!!!!!

I take more than an hour to look back all my post,
When i look at 2007=its all about my life,
2008,how i play around and start work,
2009,how stress am i.
2010,How i start my relationship with u .i look back all the picture,really tear my heart apart.especially the picture before i go to ns...omg!everything really change..something that we already let go and cannot come back anymore.
2011,basically all about her and my f6 life....
2012.sad life overall,.

i cannot believe i been blog for 5 years?Its so random.I flash back all my memories in the past.Really really emotional.I cannot imagine this kind of thing happen to me.I just hope i will feel better.From 2010-->2012,its really full of her post.all about her..... I want cry when i look at it.It just too .... sudden? I tell myself,2 year,give me 2 years and i will go after her again is she is willing to wait ?but i know its hard.We'll see how it goes.If really got chance,can we be together?in the future?

Saturday night,I feel so awkard.
I cannot believe it,I actually hold my handphone and msg her.
I feel so random,Its like,that is not me,This kind of Sai Khong is not the last time Sai Khong that i use to be.
I cannot hold it.I really cannot,I tell myself to be brave,No matter what happen,We still can be friend.But,
really not easy.Should i give myself more time?I got a bunch of friend.A really true friend that help me no matter what happen,But now in my heart,I always lack of something.I lack of something that i cannot replace.
I really did my best to change.I really does........ i want to become back the normal me.How can i make it happen?When the normal me will come back? I not that kind of people,I am a cheerful guy.I am!!
Now i really change,i used to be emo all the time.I used to be sad and show some idiot face now.Its the fact of i really lose?I lose to myself,I cannot face it.

I am waiting the time to pass.
Please let me enjoy what i feel now!
hmmm
blog blog blog~

that is real life.=)!

awwwww

I don't know,i feel so comfortable now.
That sentence of word really make me wake up.=)!
Its like,its change my life.omg!i can really let it go.=)!

advice

I saw a advice from my friend.A real answer that make me feel so much better.

sample:-

so guess its all gotta do with time...

u need time to remember all these

so now u need time to forget what you have remembered...

but don't hate her lah

because..

in the end

its no right or wrong in love

maybe she is looking for something tht you might not be able to give..

not at this age..

just work hard for your future.. and if you still think you love her

you can still go after her again..

right?

breaking up its not the end of the world

she's still alive ( something for you to be happy about )

not like she died or something

until you so miss...

right?

she's still there

thats the best that you can hope for.

**********************************************************************

haha...

its going to take a long time..

trust me

maybe even after you've got a new gf (if it is going to happen)

it might still be in your brains/memory

thts just how our mind functions

you cant totally delete off a certain memory

until unless you have a concussion lah!

*************************************************************************

haha you're nt playing games okay

its real emotions

and feelings

you've planted

for 2 years

it might not even be gone in 2 years time!

but how you react over the situation... it all depends on how you think

in the mean time.. you can still be friends with her

and at the same time

this cooling period

you can re-think if you really love her tht much

and would you be willing to marry her and have her as a life partner

if you answer yes, then by all means you can still go after her in the future..

you might think breaking up is a dead end

but in a dead end sometimes is where you find a new beginning..

in the end, we are people, humans, with emotions, and life decisions to make everyday...

we make mistakes.

so we correct mistakes tht we have made

*****************************************

a wonderful answer from u.really make me think back all the positive point.

fun?

Just ate at Shabu Shabu.Feel so full now.Stomuch is like pregnant 2 month.or whatever they said forever pregnant?haha. No worries.This most probably my last time eat so much .I already promise that i want to lose weight.Mean i will,I not joking or kidding.I am serious.Oh well.Just now i am having so much fun with my friend.Those people that go is Munchun,Wailoon.Thiamwee,Kahxiong,HuiHui,Wayne,Waisoon,Philip,Mingjie,Ivory.

A feel time i found this dinner quite funny.=)!
especially when i heard someone said :-

first time in my life,I want cry when i look at the food! LOL! This is so damn funny.

Philip another 1,when mun chun vomit,Philip said : What the heck ?people drink only vomit,and u eat until vomit?so embrassing. after 10 min,he went to toilet vomit as well.-.-

there i alot funny scene in between the 2 hour.or maybe 1 and a half hour.Conclusion,its fun.

That is really funny.

The way that mun chun and thiam wee eat ice-cream,really really very sick.=.=!
u look at it also want to punch him! OMG!

basically,Overall its fun to have dinner with everyone eventhough Wai Loon is sick,and the most suprising me is,Ming jie also is there .



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Was thinking back what i feel,Just now someone* ask me a question,did i have *** with her?I think ,does that really important?Is that really so important?for me,I don't care what happen,What i know is,I love her last time.that all.Feeling is something that cannot change,I used to said.I very scared of losing you,I said that alot of time,END up.the day has come.I lose her in my life.It's hard for me to find anyone like her anymore.i am not that kind of people that can simply said no feel mean no feel.I got my feel,I need people to accompany me.At night,I really want people that can chat with me and share my feeling.No one can help me,I need 1 people that can believe me and listen to me. I actually does think about how about if i go after u again?But i know its imposible unless i am a millionaire son.but in the same time,i think also,what's the point i and you together again?The longer relationship we hold,the longer i will feel pain but not you.So i already think alot of time,I am more suitable to be single.but i cannot forget the past easily,Really Hard.i tried to make myself busy whole night,But what really happen?nothing can change the fact.i admit i still stalk her.but i feel hurt.I want to hold my handphone and msg her back,but i afraid what reply i get?i confirm i will get some rubbish reply from her.If 1 day,she msg me,i confirm will reply.But how long will the day's come?How long i can last it.GOD.!i pray hard i can let it go .... sadhu sadhu sadhu