14/12/12

Someone has mention today was something valentine day,
i actually think back,
what so special?
valentine is just a date.
That's all,nothing much to explain about it.
Oh well, that is life, everyone should enjoy the life.
So sad , but the fact is, everyone cannot get what they want,
that is the fact,
oh well, this few days, don't know i feel so lonely,
OH NO!
Back to december?
Well, i admit, i miss the moment to have a girl friend, especially when have relationship,
because that kind of sweetness, is not easy to achieve at anyway.
That is the fact, relationship really can change  someone life to be different,
I miss that kind of feeling.
Who can give it to me?
well, i don't know who can, but i hope that will be posible .
When really want to go after someone, and u realise u are not good at all will automatic drop the morale.
That is the problem,
I not good in so many thing.
What to do, what make me got power to go after anyone?
Really no comment.

12/12/12,
nice date right?
what do u think? 
well,
alot of thing happen in the past 2 week,
i official finish my exam already.
Although i know,i sure will need to retake 1 subject,
but no choice,study hard for it lo.
i admit i suck in that subject, is not easy to understand it as well
after finish exam,i went to pc fair and work there,
this year pc fair really suck,useless.no customer at all.
but i also get money only,so i no need care so much already.
x)
x)

Well, continue,
12/12/12, went out with mc,mz and nicole to Midvalley,
main purpose is to watch
twilight breaking dawn part 2,
it was a nice movie,
a good and happy ending,i wish those thing happen in reality,
but its imposible.

Normally,when watch the movie 2 time, confirm will get bored,
dont know why this time i won't.maybe i get addicted to the show?

and at night, the most funniest thing ever,3 ma lat lou go makan steambout "king sam si", and go through 12/12/12.

Fairy tale doesnt exist.
Yeah, the previous post i mention i want to watch with someone,
although i never mention who, it's better to be quiet,
because, sometime said it out, it will be awkard and hard to be friend as well.
that is something that need to be settle, i don't dare to start anything already.
I scared of it as well. I dislike when people said, u start it through social networking?(internet)
so lifeless? well, communicate more is the best way, and understand first.
Keep it quiet is the best way as well. i enjoy my life now,and i hope everyone does.

Another question appear,
if 21/12/2012 is the last day of the earth?
what is going to be your last thing that u want to do?
i got no idea as well,
but somehow, if i got someone that i love
i want to her,
"i love you",

that is the real thing and i think the most memorable for me .
PEACE

Its another month,
and guess what,
Twilight breaking down part 2 is launch . want to watch this show badly, but got no idea to watch with who =/
really sad , make me feel like forever alone
but that is the fact that i must accept now =/

can i watch with you? that is the question that i want said it out
but really not dare, because i do not have the energy to said it out=/
stay like this is the best.
don't be too close will be the best option to me.
because i cannot afford to do that again.
i hate the feeling of getting hurt.
If i can accept it again, it will be another chance.
ohwell, people use to tease me with my ex. but really, no feeling toward her again.
don't said as couple, as friend also cannot already.
Lose a friend like u won't effect me so much. because i know that i got a real bunch of friend that can be trusted.
In the same time, i really admit beauty is inside ourself,
Avril Lavigne used to said it, "although i drink, i smoke, it doesn't mean i not a good girl, but for those people that wear very polite but their heart is as black as a charcoal, that is the real meaning of no heart", because i heard a news, because of other people birthday, relative passed away also can ignore? really no heart at all. If do not want to attend its ok, but still enjoy with bf and went to people birthday party?wow?
that is really suite u if i mention no heart at all.

Family its the most important thing, if you ignore this, i believe everyone will regret about that.

hmm, this few weeks really busy with my life =/
not joking, i spend my time this 2 weeks like a robot, never stop doing thing.
assignment, presentation, slides, studies, all must follow up. I won't waste my time like last time already
Must appreciate it, this is the most important thing to make.

Although i sick like mad nowadays. but cannot give up =/.
i need stay tough
for at least 1 more weeks.
nothing going to stop me for doing that anymore .
life is difficult, but if we do not appreciate it,
this life is useless.

PEACE its the most amazing word in my mind.

Rain ah rain ,
always rain,
its like the world is ending soon,
its really weird, because it can be a very hot day , in the same time, it can rain very heavy as well.
weather really change so much.
This few week really addicted to 1 sports.
that is badminton?
Last time i hate badminton so much,its like,why much i pay to go for badminton?
now i really think its worth to paid for it.
paid a little bit, our satisfaction will be higher !
haha
I admit i quite suck in badminton, but when u really want to play,
u will keep play,=)!
although lose, as long as have fun,then u will feel it .

hmmm,
watched a few movie in the cinema with gang.
and also uni friend.:)
what we watch?

SIlent Hill Relevation.

 

Actually,overall this movie i can said its quite awesome. 

scared me in a few part

and the girl is hot as well x)!

really fun if watch together 1 geng ~

 and the best part is sit beside Chor and Yu Jian,

they will make u laugh the whole time during the movie.

Sinister~

urmm.i not really like this movie.

because, its not really nice.

feel stress when u watch this because,

although its horror.

but u feel more stress because the actor trying to find out what happen?

end up?

u'll know when u watch the story.

 

perfect scene :)

Quiet :)!

 

 

well . watch this movie with 10 of my classmate.:)
why?
because class cancel =.=!

so far so good .
what to do now?
really got no comment. The only thing i know is,
i enjoy my life now .

hehe, someone asking me, do u fall in love with someone?
i actually got no idea?
because i know its hard for me to accept it.
in the same time, not the girl part,
is i cannot face myself.
when u have a bad experience in the past,
its hard to overcome it and start again.
can someone give me advice?
i wish i can start again :)
<3 br="br">

Everyone has a dream,
do u have one?
If you don't have,i tink u are definately lifeless.=)
But its always a dream, it will never become true .
That is the fact .
I wish to have something that i couldn't have.
too much right?
i think so,man is greedy, i am greedy as well :(
Although i still have 1 month + before my final,
but really feel the stress,6 more assignment coming up,4 book to read, more than 100+ thing to memorise.
Is not that easy, Why our life is so difficult?
Today MC tell me something and i realise,
its quite true, why this world so unfair?
got so many people rich? the fact is .in 2012 nowadays, rich people getting more rich, poor people getting more poor.Cannot denied this thing to happen.

human human in the world,
do u feel the same thing as i do?
but accept it is a good thing,
Today i actually went to Hospital with Mun Chun to test our blood,
because we are donating blood to my friend's dad.
I wish my blood can help him,because i found out.not everyone is so happily like me,
although i'm poor,
but i have a health life now.i wish i can maintain it till the end.
help people really make your heart feel good.

*like* if u agree?

haha, i hate liar,i still remember got 1 time, 1 beggar come and ask money ,but i didnt give.
u might thought that i am evil, but after 30 minute,i saw the aunty bought *dunkin donut* for her dinner?
i am like?wow? so rich? amazing? i also never eat donut for my dinner.
sometime, will think, should i help or not?
if i can help,i sure help,but if i really cannot.then too bad.


everything change.
i want to change also
can i?

relationship?
can start?
i don't think i deserve to have a gf now,
i such a idiot to have that,
because,i don't have anything.
that is really shame on myself.
although its a nice feeling to be in love, but its hurt when u feel the other way.
so ,
if hurt ourself?
why still want go for it,
i admit,
if got chance.i want .....
Not everyone want to do the same thing as me.
i wonder when can i find 1?
who know x)
although i enjoy chatting with people nowadays.

Another had gone :(
don't know why,i got a weird feeling inside my.
I feel so lonely in this moment.
Is that really so hard to accept it?
Today have lunch with Janice.
We talked alot of stuff,and it make me remember back something.
And when someone told me,i still think of her?
i really does.
i admit,but i not dare to face her.i scared i am another loser again.
really,the only thing that i can do is,i find a replacement,
when i manage to do it,
i only can forget her.
hurt is a word, what u feel inside the heart is really hurt.
I just hiding myself.

I'm back again!
today suddenly in a mood to blog!
maybe just finish assignment.
omg!so tired ~
so freaking alot of assignment coming up to do T_T!
this week need hand up assisngment.next week also need.
and the most important,mid term is coming as well~
btw.i change my job again!
i work as a promoter now X)!
now working at ikano~
and i know alot of new friends as well.
from UTAR/TARC/MAHSA/TAYLOR/SUNWAY
hahaha,so many of them.
its so nice to know them.
~~
wheee
next week holiday
its time to play for 1 week!
then assingment again!
sigh