17/11/2012,
What can i said about it?
well, some people said i already immune, some said i already used to it,
but what really happen? actually i don't really care about it. Unless certain thing that will effect other people. If is about me, i'll just ignore it. That is the best solution that i think.
Well, a long journey today.
but no matter how long is the journey, it still will be shorter than what i having now.
I feel bad ytd midnight, i really speechless about it. =/. hiding something isn't easy, but what can i expect from it? said it out? then hard to be friend? I admit i interest, but not dare to go ahead.
Well well well, It's not the matter of hiding,its the problem i afraid.
That is the worst thing ever.
I actually want to know, am i playing alone? am i the only one? If yes, i hope that i can found out about it.
aiks. life is life,
that is something that cannot be change.
I want to care about u, I want to have the opportunity to try again.
Although I not good in everything, But can i ?

i find a nice quote x)

"Texting the same person all day and all night, and never getting tired of it,because u like them very much"

Another day,
actually today was kinda relax, i spend the whole afternoon,
relax , only take some time to wrap present only :)
besides that, overall was a perfect day.
later will go out for sports which is badminton.
hmmmm,
Don't know why, although i not good, but i want to have fun ^^.
Its wonderful u know, especially when u feel the heat in the body.
oh well,
who knows .
hmmm,
Well, i heard from my friend,sometime if thing drag too long, it will become negative,
What can i do about it ? Yeah, should i advance my step into a higher step? or should i remain in 1st floor? Nobody can tells me . Nobody will know.
Sometime i afraid is "tepuk sebelah tangan",
If that is the fact, i rather don't go for extra step, because its more worth to remain in this stage.
well, Its not easy to feel it. Although i want to feel it.
Any good advice?
I remember a msg,When u wake up, the first thing u want to do is get a msg from her or u will msg her.
That is a good message in the beginning, but what happen if she just treat u as friend?
nothing more than that?
what will happen then? I love to chat with u. when chatting with someone, it really hard to stop.
that is the fact :)
Well,
i think i better stay in this stage rather than go an extra step further, unless a tips for me......

-signing off-

16/12/2012

countdown of 5 more days
=/
Scared or not?
well,just a date. If the world really going to end,let it end.
That is the best choice and solution.
Actually wasn't in a mood today,
but i push myself to stay happy and positive mind.
Not everyone understand about me,
well,sometime i think back, why i am the only son? that is really not good.
This make parents control my life, and not to mention this or that, Sometime it really annoying.
When i stay at home, u said i always face computer, i go out,then give me black face.><!
sometime really don't know what can i do. I already did my best to be the best, but sometime,really hard.
I am not that kind of people. I used to my life which is communicate more with friends.
That is me. Well, Better don't mention so much about it.
hmmm, but i will continue stay positive although i face a problem.

Somehow, once in a while, i remember back someone. Well, when something already appear in our mind,
that is something we cannot erase it easily, try overcome it. That is the choice that i doing now.
hmmm hmmm hmmm,
I wonder also, sometime, if i can be in a relationship,what type of relationship can i be?
Well, after somehow,i realise, i do not have the power to choose, the power to choose is in girl's hand.
I only can be there and wait for answer =/
An action is a need if want go, if not it will fly away.
Well, can i grab it? and hold it for long?
I also got no idea. i just wish it can stay as long as it.
that is real lie .
a challenge for life <3 p="p">I need to be motivate to stay strong and make sure i'm dare to go after it .
If i lose it, i scared i won't be able to grab it.
Oh well, hope time is the thing that can go through it. Although i admit now is not the time.
Because i actually have a feeling of scared/curious/sad if she had other people.
Well, what can i do about it?
nothing except wait x)!
-signing off-

14/12/12

Someone has mention today was something valentine day,
i actually think back,
what so special?
valentine is just a date.
That's all,nothing much to explain about it.
Oh well, that is life, everyone should enjoy the life.
So sad , but the fact is, everyone cannot get what they want,
that is the fact,
oh well, this few days, don't know i feel so lonely,
OH NO!
Back to december?
Well, i admit, i miss the moment to have a girl friend, especially when have relationship,
because that kind of sweetness, is not easy to achieve at anyway.
That is the fact, relationship really can change  someone life to be different,
I miss that kind of feeling.
Who can give it to me?
well, i don't know who can, but i hope that will be posible .
When really want to go after someone, and u realise u are not good at all will automatic drop the morale.
That is the problem,
I not good in so many thing.
What to do, what make me got power to go after anyone?
Really no comment.

12/12/12,
nice date right?
what do u think? 
well,
alot of thing happen in the past 2 week,
i official finish my exam already.
Although i know,i sure will need to retake 1 subject,
but no choice,study hard for it lo.
i admit i suck in that subject, is not easy to understand it as well
after finish exam,i went to pc fair and work there,
this year pc fair really suck,useless.no customer at all.
but i also get money only,so i no need care so much already.
x)
x)

Well, continue,
12/12/12, went out with mc,mz and nicole to Midvalley,
main purpose is to watch
twilight breaking dawn part 2,
it was a nice movie,
a good and happy ending,i wish those thing happen in reality,
but its imposible.

Normally,when watch the movie 2 time, confirm will get bored,
dont know why this time i won't.maybe i get addicted to the show?

and at night, the most funniest thing ever,3 ma lat lou go makan steambout "king sam si", and go through 12/12/12.

Fairy tale doesnt exist.
Yeah, the previous post i mention i want to watch with someone,
although i never mention who, it's better to be quiet,
because, sometime said it out, it will be awkard and hard to be friend as well.
that is something that need to be settle, i don't dare to start anything already.
I scared of it as well. I dislike when people said, u start it through social networking?(internet)
so lifeless? well, communicate more is the best way, and understand first.
Keep it quiet is the best way as well. i enjoy my life now,and i hope everyone does.

Another question appear,
if 21/12/2012 is the last day of the earth?
what is going to be your last thing that u want to do?
i got no idea as well,
but somehow, if i got someone that i love
i want to her,
"i love you",

that is the real thing and i think the most memorable for me .
PEACE

Its another month,
and guess what,
Twilight breaking down part 2 is launch . want to watch this show badly, but got no idea to watch with who =/
really sad , make me feel like forever alone
but that is the fact that i must accept now =/

can i watch with you? that is the question that i want said it out
but really not dare, because i do not have the energy to said it out=/
stay like this is the best.
don't be too close will be the best option to me.
because i cannot afford to do that again.
i hate the feeling of getting hurt.
If i can accept it again, it will be another chance.
ohwell, people use to tease me with my ex. but really, no feeling toward her again.
don't said as couple, as friend also cannot already.
Lose a friend like u won't effect me so much. because i know that i got a real bunch of friend that can be trusted.
In the same time, i really admit beauty is inside ourself,
Avril Lavigne used to said it, "although i drink, i smoke, it doesn't mean i not a good girl, but for those people that wear very polite but their heart is as black as a charcoal, that is the real meaning of no heart", because i heard a news, because of other people birthday, relative passed away also can ignore? really no heart at all. If do not want to attend its ok, but still enjoy with bf and went to people birthday party?wow?
that is really suite u if i mention no heart at all.

Family its the most important thing, if you ignore this, i believe everyone will regret about that.

hmm, this few weeks really busy with my life =/
not joking, i spend my time this 2 weeks like a robot, never stop doing thing.
assignment, presentation, slides, studies, all must follow up. I won't waste my time like last time already
Must appreciate it, this is the most important thing to make.

Although i sick like mad nowadays. but cannot give up =/.
i need stay tough
for at least 1 more weeks.
nothing going to stop me for doing that anymore .
life is difficult, but if we do not appreciate it,
this life is useless.

PEACE its the most amazing word in my mind.

Rain ah rain ,
always rain,
its like the world is ending soon,
its really weird, because it can be a very hot day , in the same time, it can rain very heavy as well.
weather really change so much.
This few week really addicted to 1 sports.
that is badminton?
Last time i hate badminton so much,its like,why much i pay to go for badminton?
now i really think its worth to paid for it.
paid a little bit, our satisfaction will be higher !
haha
I admit i quite suck in badminton, but when u really want to play,
u will keep play,=)!
although lose, as long as have fun,then u will feel it .

hmmm,
watched a few movie in the cinema with gang.
and also uni friend.:)
what we watch?

SIlent Hill Relevation.

 

Actually,overall this movie i can said its quite awesome. 

scared me in a few part

and the girl is hot as well x)!

really fun if watch together 1 geng ~

 and the best part is sit beside Chor and Yu Jian,

they will make u laugh the whole time during the movie.

Sinister~

urmm.i not really like this movie.

because, its not really nice.

feel stress when u watch this because,

although its horror.

but u feel more stress because the actor trying to find out what happen?

end up?

u'll know when u watch the story.

 

perfect scene :)

Quiet :)!

 

 

well . watch this movie with 10 of my classmate.:)
why?
because class cancel =.=!

so far so good .
what to do now?
really got no comment. The only thing i know is,
i enjoy my life now .

hehe, someone asking me, do u fall in love with someone?
i actually got no idea?
because i know its hard for me to accept it.
in the same time, not the girl part,
is i cannot face myself.
when u have a bad experience in the past,
its hard to overcome it and start again.
can someone give me advice?
i wish i can start again :)
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