It was 5 months ago since i post, and there is really a lot of thing happen,
I start to gain weight? of course, i just don't know why,
and i really start to understand something.
The reason why i am here, i mean blogging, because i want to said it out something,
My friend, wait , i should name her my superb close friend remind me of something,
she told me something which make me really understand what i really want, and what i really want to do,
Is been 2 years, since that day, i just unable to forgot about you.
Because you bring me too much of memories, i can said there is no one can replace you from my heart.
My friend ask me, who is the girl that i love? what kind of requirement?
when i told her my requirement,
she just reply me, you're looking for someone similar like your ex, you're trying to find a replacement that have a similar look, but this doesn't mean that i really will like her, i just found someone like you. That's what i am doing now. She remind me, i should open up my heart, in a way of accept a girl, i will never ever find a girl like you anymore, so i should always tell myself, i need to start to forgot about it. Do not ever think about you as a burden for me. I am no longer the one that hold on with u. I should forgot about you and move on, She reminded me, and i really appreciate for her help
Thanks CMY.
from now on, i will start to change myself into a better person, The past, is already over, now is the future .