Thursday, October 25, 2012

Everyone has a dream,
do u have one?
If you don't have,i tink u are definately lifeless.=)
But its always a dream, it will never become true .
That is the fact .
I wish to have something that i couldn't have.
too much right?
i think so,man is greedy, i am greedy as well :(
Although i still have 1 month + before my final,
but really feel the stress,6 more assignment coming up,4 book to read, more than 100+ thing to memorise.
Is not that easy, Why our life is so difficult?
Today MC tell me something and i realise,
its quite true, why this world so unfair?
got so many people rich? the fact is .in 2012 nowadays, rich people getting more rich, poor people getting more poor.Cannot denied this thing to happen.

human human in the world,
do u feel the same thing as i do?
but accept it is a good thing,
Today i actually went to Hospital with Mun Chun to test our blood,
because we are donating blood to my friend's dad.
I wish my blood can help him,because i found out.not everyone is so happily like me,
although i'm poor,
but i have a health life now.i wish i can maintain it till the end.
help people really make your heart feel good.

*like* if u agree?

haha, i hate liar,i still remember got 1 time, 1 beggar come and ask money ,but i didnt give.
u might thought that i am evil, but after 30 minute,i saw the aunty bought *dunkin donut* for her dinner?
i am like?wow? so rich? amazing? i also never eat donut for my dinner.
sometime, will think, should i help or not?
if i can help,i sure help,but if i really cannot.then too bad.


everything change.
i want to change also
can i?

relationship?
can start?
i don't think i deserve to have a gf now,
i such a idiot to have that,
because,i don't have anything.
that is really shame on myself.
although its a nice feeling to be in love, but its hurt when u feel the other way.
so ,
if hurt ourself?
why still want go for it,
i admit,
if got chance.i want .....
Not everyone want to do the same thing as me.
i wonder when can i find 1?
who know x)
although i enjoy chatting with people nowadays.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Another had gone :(
don't know why,i got a weird feeling inside my.
I feel so lonely in this moment.
Is that really so hard to accept it?
Today have lunch with Janice.
We talked alot of stuff,and it make me remember back something.
And when someone told me,i still think of her?
i really does.
i admit,but i not dare to face her.i scared i am another loser again.
really,the only thing that i can do is,i find a replacement,
when i manage to do it,
i only can forget her.
hurt is a word, what u feel inside the heart is really hurt.
I just hiding myself.

Monday, October 8, 2012

I'm back again!
today suddenly in a mood to blog!
maybe just finish assignment.
omg!so tired ~
so freaking alot of assignment coming up to do T_T!
this week need hand up assisngment.next week also need.
and the most important,mid term is coming as well~
btw.i change my job again!
i work as a promoter now X)!
now working at ikano~
and i know alot of new friends as well.
from UTAR/TARC/MAHSA/TAYLOR/SUNWAY
hahaha,so many of them.
its so nice to know them.
~~
wheee
next week holiday
its time to play for 1 week!
then assingment again!
sigh