A great day,
Today went badminton,
well,
at least its fun for me :)
hmm,i actually quite a numbers of day did not update my blog.
I don't really have much to write
unless i am a freaking hell pro writer,BUT
i am not,
i use my blog
to describe what i think,
Because i think that is the best choice ever,
not everyone willing to listen,
blog will be the only partner that i have.
to share it out.
thats all i need.

I got no plan what to do now,
This few days,
although i am tired,
but i enjoy it,
I work again.
No work really hard to survive.
that is life,
a real tough life that is hard for me to handle.

Hmmm,today was actually quite fun,
went to PWTC,
to listen some talk,
i actually though it will be a freaking interesting talk because PM is there as well
But end up,
i think,ok only lo
just a normal speech
a long speech by PM
=.=

took a few picture there.

 

 Me,Kenji,Ko Li and Bryan

 

Group picture from UC-KDU

 

Me and Ko Li 

No choice,after everything,

take picture is the best thing x)

Emo boy?
quite true,a failure in everything
make me feel the worst ever thing happen in my life.

I fail in everything,
Although i sound very happy today,
but i actually realise,
no people support me,
Once in a while,
I want people to understand it,
A guy need to be care some how,
but who will do it?
I am nothing, It's like dust that no one care about.
I actually think again,
who actually really care about me?
Friends is a bunch of friend that can be trusted,
They can help u all the time ,
But it won't help u in solving some feeling problem or somehow ,
they can make it worst.
Criticism  sometime make thing get worst.
I not joking,the fact is,no one really can care about what i think,unless me alone.
I need to settle all those thing alone.
Parents and friends do not really help all the time,
I wish got people that really understand me and can talk about...
Life suck.

My life is as worst as a piece of rubbish.
Btw,
Happy Birthday mum ~
and to u too.

A dissapointed day,
finally another week had end, really tough,
need to study and understand alot of thing
Not in the mood of doing anything at all also
this whole week,
almost everyday morning class
Until evening
Hardly got time to think other thing
somehow, once in awhile,
i think about u,
when i see the date,
i just realise,
almost 1 month since that day,
i wonder how long will u think about u
=/
i wish u stop thinking about that now.

 hmmm
i still look like small kid meh?
i am a girl meh?
really no comment.
sometime,
my grandma can think better than her wei!
my grandma tell me, ur mum is "aunty thinking"
i laugh like mad,come on.
my grandma also can think open,she can understand what in our mind,
and u?
still back with all those all generation aunty thinking?
everyday be modern,
but i don't see anything different unless u stay in the city.
thats all i can said.

hmmm,
Quite busy for the past few days.
Attend the MIBPC workshop at KDU.
Really tired,
But its worth.
After the whole program,it make me understand alot of thing,
Sometimes,what we think cannot be in the same way,
We have a lot of concept and need to change it.
If the first way cannot work,
Go ahead and start the second way.
That is the way to achieve success in life

A good experience,
and now i trying to build something for it,
IF is not success,i still will be happy
oh man,business plan AGAIN!
no worries for that, i going to try harder and do

*Life is short, appreciate everything that its worth for us "

LOVE
1 word,
1 whole book to describe,
1 whole life to prove it,
Most important,Can u really understand it?

I couldn't understand it at all.
I hope someone can really stand up and explain to me,
If u really can explain,
Can u do it?

That is something that cannot be answer by anyone.
Because,
Its just unique?
haha.

From my point of view,
Each time i receive a msg she is tired/sick or other thing.
I really want to care about her.
I wanted, but i don't have the chance and braveness since that days.
Its already quite sometime,
But don't know why i still think of you.
Although in your heart, there is other people.
But i don't think that is wrong.
I love the way you are , and happy when you manage to find someone u love :)
Heart feel bitter, but its worth as long as you are happy :)
I think nothing it's more special that this kind of feeling.
PEACE

Class already begin,
Timetable really pack,
due to short sem..
>.< !
Most probably need study really hard for this sem.
Cannot slack anymore.
That is the problem of studying...
Unlike last time anymore,
Slack too much= results also drop.

"xP' and ">.<" make me remember of something :)
PEACE

Few days didn't blog.
Don't really have the mood to blog for the past few days.
Exhausted.
After so many days making Chinese New Year cookies.
Can u believe it?
This time only doing 1 type of cookies.
2 days =100+ tin
I think my mum want to achieve 250 =.=
come on~
EXHAUSTED, but it's worth it.
That is the end of the product :)

Hmm Hmm Hmm,
A lot thing happen in a sudden,
well, nothing much i can do :)
Times passing so fast..
So fast reach January 6th, and i going to start my course tomorrow.
DAMN! i haven't enjoy enough yet.
I still want to play more :(

Hmm,I saw the post yesterday,
I feel stunned,and i think back,It is me?
Then i think, i didn't contact with her so long already,It's imposible to be me,
I did nothing,
Well.. Although i don't know what is the full meaning.
But it make me remember back something.
And the NO its just the answer.
I only can look at it and not dare to "like" it.
Well,
Thanks to my friend that accompany me yesterday,
That is the reason why i become better :)
hehe,yeah, u can said it out to anyone,
But i still who i am :)

Move On Sai Khong,
Don't stay behind anymore.
Keep the darkness away from you,
Find the light.
 -random-
well, think back what happen in 2012,
really make me unhappy.
A lot of bad thing happen.
I actually will think again,
Why u want to happen? Why 2012 need to happen? Although the world never end because of dooms day,
Some part of my life already ended by it.
Well,
Why so hard?
Why don't just the whole world explode and really all die?
Then no more worries anymore.
I can smile all the time,
I can act nothing happen,
But what i really want, who knows?
I think no people will understand me.
I cannot gaming 24/7, I cannot study 24/7, But i can miss you 24/7
That is the fact.A real ouch is in the heart, a feeling that u cannot describe it.
More than a week already since that day,in another sentence, Its already a year?
i still continue my life as usual,hang out with friend.
counting the time pass and wait to get older.?
I hope i never regret what has happen to me in the past.
I been in this world for 20 years+,
in this 20 years, what is my most memorable thing that happen?
Really no comment about it. Sometime its just so sweet, in the same time, it can be so bitter as well.
When it is sweet, no matter how tough you are , how sad you are, it will still make u laugh or smile ;)
When it is bitter, it will only bring a negative side thinking.*avoid thinking about this*
This year, i need to change myself,Or i should mention, I need to improve myself to be better.
I not going to be the same person for 2012.
Nothing will be the same anymore,
I want to change
Change it,and be success.
That is a realy challenge for 2013.

The fact now is, and the most important message i want to said it out.
I still miss you although u ignore me,
I still think of you no matter what happen .
I still never forget you although quite long we didn't chat with each other.
That is something that i need to mention.
If i had a chance,
I will still miss u :), although i won't get any reply.
because what i know, Missing people got no wrong :)
and i know that i am doing the right thing.
As long as you are happy with what is your choice.
I will be happy as part of you
Peace.