It was 5 months ago since i post, and there is really a lot of thing happen,
I start to gain weight? of course, i just don't know why,
and i really start to understand something.
The reason why i am here, i mean blogging, because i want to said it out something,
My friend, wait , i should name her my superb close friend remind me of something,
she told me something which make me really understand what i really want, and what i really want to do,
Is been 2 years, since that day, i just unable to forgot about you.
Because you bring me too much of memories, i can said there is no one can replace you from my heart.
My friend ask me, who is the girl that i love? what kind of requirement?
when i told her my requirement,
she just reply me, you're looking for someone similar like your ex, you're trying to find a replacement that have a similar look, but this doesn't mean that i really will like her, i just found someone like you. That's what i am doing now. She remind me, i should open up my heart, in a way of accept a girl, i will never ever find a girl like you anymore, so i should always tell myself, i need to start to forgot about it. Do not ever think about you as a burden for me. I am no longer the one that hold on with u. I should forgot about you and move on, She reminded me, and i really appreciate for her help
Thanks CMY.
from now on, i will start to change myself into a better person, The past, is already over, now is the future .

Well Done Ivan Chong Sai Khong,
Is nice to see you again ! cheers!
I just know that i had make myself improve from year to year :)
For the past 2 years, i really think that i changed alot,
I no longer a guy that really don't do serious or so on,
I just know that, if i never move on, i will never succeed in my life,
Yeah, so? what so interesting about blog btw?
It might be a normal thing, but where is the place where you can look at the past memories u had?
Yea, thats right, BLog is a good choice, i don't believe people will actually look at diaries or so on
I blog since 2007, my grammar is weak, i don't expect many reader as well,
i only want to know my past, and what i improve in my life
:), There was the past, but now is the present, i am moving on for the future.
No longer stuck in the past anymore.
I just know that, fairy tale never exist, do not wait for it, and go for it instead :)

Blog time
;) juts in a mood to blog,
I think i will be facing a huge obstacle in my life in the next 1 month,
That is really hell,
Somehow i just don't know how to face it, I only know, i need to face this challenge
Cheers

Flashback,
What had happen for the past 1 year,
i change alot, did i?
OR JUST what i think only?
i really got no idea what i typing,
i look back what i've doing, i just tell myself,
so another day had gone?
awww
like that day my friend told me before,
i feel lonely? yeah i am.
i actually feel so lonely, especially at night,
it seems like,
something is gone in my life, what can i do somemore?
i hope something miracle will happen to me.
I just don't know.
Maybe the truth is, i still not manage to climb back up from the hell.
The past is the past
something that cannot happen in the future
life is so suck

Happy birthday to myself

The month of July, August and September,
1 by 1 month slowly pass,
I enjoy myself , start to understand how important is friendship surround me.
I been busy studying, reading, playing, hang around, but somehow,
Something is always missing, I don't really know what is that,
I know got something is missing from my heart,
what kind of thing? I really don't know. Behind the wall, i actually understand how important my life,
aiks
i also don't really know what i want,
can anyone , actually wake me up?
pour water on me or how?
I still without direction.
aiks.

Happy birthday to myself, :)
I finally 21 !
haha, actually no different, i celebrate my 21 last year, this year again? x)
not much different compare with last time,
but at usual, i official got my key ;)
I wish i got the freedom as got the key.

Thanks to my friend from uni that celebrate with me.
I enjoyed it so much
Spend time to singK, FIFA, drink, and have dinner at MAIU,
really amazing,
thanks for the celebrating :)
it is nice to know all of you.

A small group, but a close friendship
Munyi,Nigo,Shirley,Chunren,Desmond,Alex,Raymond
Fangyin, me

:) and oh yeah. Happy Birthday to Fangyin as well :)
1 day after me , It is a good surprise for her too ;)

Not to forget, i still got the best buddies !
Although i don't have the picture,
But you all have been the best in my life.
Thanks to Munchun,Philip,Chor,WaiLoon,Yujian,Ivory,Thiamwee , and not to forget 1 of my close fren, waisoon too, now still stuck at Labuan :)


haha, and not to forgot, i got 1 superb baka close friend :)
Tan Kai Lin,
Thanks for the called :)
thanks for the long distance call from Australia
appreciate it so MUCH :)
Really my baka friend, haha,
sorry that i couldn't celebrate your birthday :)
but i wish you all the best at australia
:)
Peace girl

GOOD LUCK
PSPS:steal from FB

My final in 3 days time?
hahahahahahah!
I don't feel stress at all now -_-
I just don't know why
I only think of, what to play next time, after my final!
COME ON!

Aiks, this is totally different from what i experience,
is not easy to study,
but i feel like, what should i read somemore?
aiks
speechless

CSR

Finally, most of the assignment, test and project is over,
going to concentrate study next week onward :)
I looking forward for the final.
It will not be easy, but as long as i got confident,
i can do it !
:)
I learn a lot of thing for the past 1 month,
it is really amazing :)
I feel the fun inside me, however, also got problem
Life is like this,
sometime, we will be happy, sometime we will be sad.
But amazing, i enjoy my life ^^

Talked about project,
yeah, i just complete the CSR project.
It is really amazing
just the way you are,
The best ever thing is work in a group,wait, should said team.
We are the best team, none of us can be separate !
We are the team that complete the CSR!
Although is not easy, we have arguement but in the end,
everyone contribute and make the project into the success,
Thanks everyone!

Group Photo

Top Left - Right , Me, Yi Lin, Hui Min, Wei Yi, Miki, Bao Sian,Menaga , Erika

Bottom Left - Right , Brian, Zi Yung, Ah Xiang , Kah Jun, Lucas

Not in photo- Pamela

Fantastic team!

Final report hand in ! :) AMAZING

Today really another bad luck day,
fell down, and injured my leg,
fucking pain !
SHIT