Its another month,
and guess what,
Twilight breaking down part 2 is launch . want to watch this show badly, but got no idea to watch with who =/
really sad , make me feel like forever alone
but that is the fact that i must accept now =/

can i watch with you? that is the question that i want said it out
but really not dare, because i do not have the energy to said it out=/
stay like this is the best.
don't be too close will be the best option to me.
because i cannot afford to do that again.
i hate the feeling of getting hurt.
If i can accept it again, it will be another chance.
ohwell, people use to tease me with my ex. but really, no feeling toward her again.
don't said as couple, as friend also cannot already.
Lose a friend like u won't effect me so much. because i know that i got a real bunch of friend that can be trusted.
In the same time, i really admit beauty is inside ourself,
Avril Lavigne used to said it, "although i drink, i smoke, it doesn't mean i not a good girl, but for those people that wear very polite but their heart is as black as a charcoal, that is the real meaning of no heart", because i heard a news, because of other people birthday, relative passed away also can ignore? really no heart at all. If do not want to attend its ok, but still enjoy with bf and went to people birthday party?wow?
that is really suite u if i mention no heart at all.

Family its the most important thing, if you ignore this, i believe everyone will regret about that.

hmm, this few weeks really busy with my life =/
not joking, i spend my time this 2 weeks like a robot, never stop doing thing.
assignment, presentation, slides, studies, all must follow up. I won't waste my time like last time already
Must appreciate it, this is the most important thing to make.

Although i sick like mad nowadays. but cannot give up =/.
i need stay tough
for at least 1 more weeks.
nothing going to stop me for doing that anymore .
life is difficult, but if we do not appreciate it,
this life is useless.

PEACE its the most amazing word in my mind.