Being cool is not the a good thing,
smile all the time can bring unhappiness as well,
especially when the feeling really come to it.
there is too many thing for me to handle for the past few months
so tired,
I just can said,
well, all decision is not make by me.
I don't decide anything.
sometime,
i just need someone for me to talk to....
lonely, yeah, i can feel it once in a while.
That is nothing i can ignore about,
i said it out,
doesn't mean that i don't really mind.
i just ...
speechless..


hmmm