Actually, i got no idea what i am thinking now. Everything i think about, make me so confused.
I need to understand what i want?
Chong Sai Khong, how to differentiate love? care? touched?
Actually i don't know. I really don't know how to differentiate it.
Last time, when i face this kind of problem, someone will actually listen to this and tell me did i do wrong or not. Or the other way.
Now? Am i thinking a negative thing?
Or a positive?

Actually? who i actually love? i know i don't have the potential or choice to choose.
I know i am not whatever superb lengzai and rich people
But i know there is something inside me.
I just don't know how to describe it out only.
Maybe i should just consider, all is my friend.
normal hang out with them
that is my life
i think is better in this way, however, i feel i getting closer to her. but i feel i getting a big gap in the same time
OMG
i really dont know what i thinking now
shit