NS!

I feel sad now..T_T
dont know why
when i heard i kena NS
i very happy
then when i hear i need to go,
i feel so sad.
don't know why..
i don't feel like leaving her.
i want see u
i don't want leave u
for me ,nothing is more special than u
everytime,i am thinking of u
i can't imagine my life in NS how
without u,
is hard for me.
i feel like cried.
but somehow,alot of people telling me is fun
i feel good about it
but the only thing i cannot let it down is not my job
but is U!
only U!
nothing is more important for me to let it go now......
missing u...
is the only part......
which hard for me..
u also know,what i feel,what i love,what i want to hug,is only u in my heart..
22 more days.
is so fast.....
-I love you-