I blog again,
today really not in a mood.
It seems ok for me but not for me also
argh,ignore what crazy thing i said.

Finish my part time job currently
gain quite alot experience from the job
I quite satisfied for it.
Market research company really fun in another way.
But,
so fast,
class going to reopen again.
I not really satisfied with last sem exam,
though can get at least 2 B,
but,
aiks.
dissapointed.

hmmm, Not really in a mood today,
not because i dont want,
Is i still under control,
i actually want to watch that movie also,
but time, really make me cannot,
i hope i am like u all,
got freedom, can do anything u all want.
Sometime i really envy about u all >.<
i wish i can get that kind of life too,
but its tough for me.
I still need to do my responsibility,
follow people order, although i make u all dishappy,
i also not happy as well.
it make me feel that , i really a troublesome guy that bring a troublesome life to people.
so shit of my life.


I dont know why i still do it although u do that to me.
u make me feel like,
when u need me to do something, u will find for me,
when u want a listener, u will find for me.
but i know u know that,
no matter what happen,
i still will do something for u.
that is no reason for me to stop.
although u feel like u can make me hate u,
or angry u.
yeah, sometime i got that kind of feeling.
but i still go on with it.
I never stop or care about u
i no need to find a reason to care about u.
Peace

Nothing is perfect,

Human make mistake,

But the most important, learn from mistake

we might mistake once, twice or more,

but, its important to learn something from it each time we make mistake.

I do.

Including in a relationship,

Love someone, although the girl/guy ignore u,

we still will not give up,

We might think ,

oh yeah,

i am dumb enough for that.

But

we will do it for no reason.

sigh

I keep quiet,
doesn't mean i don't care.
I act nothing happen, 
doesn't mean i cannot feel it.
I care about u, 
no one can understand about it,
I just need you to know,
I will be there, whenever u need me.
Sincere from my heart.


hmmm,
Holiday mood is totally gone,
screw up this sem holiday,
not really in the mood at all,
It just 2 weeks,
and i don't know what to enjoy also.
Not enough budget to spend for this holiday
>.<
Need to work,end up
working in marketing department.
aiks, better than nothing.
At least get some money and experience.
and its fun to work there too.x)!

Qing Ming,

Went back pusing with my parents,
I never went back to qing ming more than 4 years d,
Since the day, when my greatgrandmum pass away.
I still remember that day till now,
a day after Joint Venture 08, which fall in 31 August 2008, and also known as Merdeka in Malaysia
she is my best greatgrandma ever,
i still remember all the sweet memories between us. <3 p="">A short day at home town,
but it was a good day.
I enjoyed there with my grandparents.
Some picture

 having fun with my uncle,spend time with him chatting

the thing from my greatgrandma and moyang :)

People used to said how suck its my hometown,

the place its very ugly,

or its disgusting,

or whatever u call that,

but i can tell u here,

that is my favourite place.

Its the best ever place for me since i have born,

i grown up there,

no matter condition is there,

it make me feel that, i am really at home, at someplace that i can hang on with.

I just need tell myself 1 reason,

This place is build since 1970,

and almost 40 years,

its still a good place for people to stay.

What to expected somemore ?

expected a brick house?

a air conditoner house?

As long as i can stay,

its good enough <3 p="">

right hand view,last time,this place is surround by trees,but now no more.

The front view

Bath room view,yeah the bath room is separate with the house.

but its still a good place.

i love my hometown <3 p="">

I don't want to be spend so much to change myself
I just want to be who i am
:)
as easy as that! and i love that!

I still remain
the guy that whatever u all call me
idiot,dumb,stupid,fat,tall,cool,handsome,
x)
is just something u all describe me.
I only know,
i got something special,
that most of u all don't know
;)

peace

-signing off-

SO LONG x blog
x)!
miss me ?

hahaha, so freaking exhausted !
Today just finish my final,
although my last paper,
i really screw up!
speechless!
i don't know what i trying to said also
what i know,
i just write and write and write.
thats all i need to do!
hahaha

Holiday 2 weeeeeeeks
but it seems to be very short,
i feel like,
i got nothing to do also

ahh
ahhh
ahhhh


ok, sleep time x)!

btw, thanks for introduce the song x)!
The ending still stuck in my mind,
although i don't want to comment anything about it
:)

I'm back home,
after a few hour out.
Well x)!
quite enjoy with my cousin today, once in awhile,
need to go out with them, they stay with me,
sometime, go out with them,also really fun.
I had fun just now,
Its different when i go out with my friends.
With a big bunch of friends,
most of the time,they will be teasing me and make me speechless.
Its like, i also dislike when people tease me almost all the time when i go out,
Once in awhile ok lah,
sometime,i try before, no matter at which part also kena such as inside car,mall or any other place.
Although i don't really care about it, i hear and i just ignore it only.
If its joke,i dont care.. dont know how to explain bah..
The best its just keep quiet and ignore it.

Watched 2 movie with my cousin.x)
1 of them is Jack the Giant Slayer.
Overall not bad that movie,
A good rating for it.

and the other is
Spiders 3D
this is really RUBBISH show!
worst,suck!
waste money!

:)
Enjoy when u still can,
There is always someone care about you,
Somewhere around you.
x)