16/12/2012

countdown of 5 more days
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Scared or not?
well,just a date. If the world really going to end,let it end.
That is the best choice and solution.
Actually wasn't in a mood today,
but i push myself to stay happy and positive mind.
Not everyone understand about me,
well,sometime i think back, why i am the only son? that is really not good.
This make parents control my life, and not to mention this or that, Sometime it really annoying.
When i stay at home, u said i always face computer, i go out,then give me black face.><!
sometime really don't know what can i do. I already did my best to be the best, but sometime,really hard.
I am not that kind of people. I used to my life which is communicate more with friends.
That is me. Well, Better don't mention so much about it.
hmmm, but i will continue stay positive although i face a problem.

Somehow, once in a while, i remember back someone. Well, when something already appear in our mind,
that is something we cannot erase it easily, try overcome it. That is the choice that i doing now.
hmmm hmmm hmmm,
I wonder also, sometime, if i can be in a relationship,what type of relationship can i be?
Well, after somehow,i realise, i do not have the power to choose, the power to choose is in girl's hand.
I only can be there and wait for answer =/
An action is a need if want go, if not it will fly away.
Well, can i grab it? and hold it for long?
I also got no idea. i just wish it can stay as long as it.
that is real lie .
a challenge for life <3 p="p">I need to be motivate to stay strong and make sure i'm dare to go after it .
If i lose it, i scared i won't be able to grab it.
Oh well, hope time is the thing that can go through it. Although i admit now is not the time.
Because i actually have a feeling of scared/curious/sad if she had other people.
Well, what can i do about it?
nothing except wait x)!
-signing off-